Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Lies.Life full of lies and deception.I could try to fool everyone, but I can’t fool myself.I can’t fake a smile every single minutes cause sometimes I can’t stop the tears from falling down.I know I shouldn’t do this since you have found your happiness.How I wish it was us.How I wish it was us.All the signs keep bugging me, I can’t seems to ignore it.I envy because him is with you, and not me.How long must I continue to fool myself with this act.Act,pretend that I don’t care, but I do.
These sleepless night, without your voice to comfort my pain, to release me from my misery, how could I let something so beautiful slip away?How could I not see?I saw it from the moment I saw you.But I was too blind to compare between whats fake, whats not.Yes I am fool, a fool in love with you.
Do you love someone because you need them, or do you need someone because you love them?When you love someone you need them.That is true love.
If you love something, you should set them free.Why let someone you love go when you love them?You could create 1000 reasons,I don’t have a choice, I was force too,I don’t know, It the best way,Let them be happy, this is complete Bull… you don’t do this to the person you love.You want them to be by your side cause that’s all that matter.
I don’t know why,maybe it was a joke,maybe it was completely a joke from an old lady, but somehow,at that very moment,at the very spot, on that very chair, I BELIEVE HER.Am I a fool to fall into such lame joke?am I?am I?AM I?AM I?
than I’m a fool.
The only way to make myself feel better is to think, you are too good for me.You have everything.You’re brilliant,beautiful,success,came from a good family,great family,great background.THE WORLD that I cannot touch.I behave like a jerk, I know.I shouldn’t respond it that way.He came from a great family like yours and you both belong together.Yeah, both of you belong together.He is in sky high.You came from a high class family.
There’s no place for me.It always has been, and always will be.
Don’t worry I still fake a smile so you won’t see.
“Came from my tiny heart and what’s left of it”