The world that I cannot touch

Bila cinta kini
Tak lagi bermakna
Yang ku rasa kini
Hanyalah nestapa

by Gio

Lies.Life full of lies and deception.I could try to fool everyone, but I can’t fool myself.I can’t fake a smile every single minutes cause sometimes I can’t stop the tears from falling down.I know I shouldn’t do this since you have found your happiness.How I wish it was us.How I wish it was us.All the signs keep bugging me, I can’t seems to ignore it.I envy because him is with you, and not me.How long must I continue to fool myself with this act.Act,pretend that I don’t care, but I do.

These sleepless night, without your voice to comfort my pain, to release me from my misery, how could I let something so beautiful slip away?How could I not see?I saw it from the moment I saw you.But I was too blind to compare between whats fake, whats not.Yes I am fool, a fool in love with you.

Do you love someone because you need them, or do you need someone because you love them?When you love someone you need them.That is true love.

If you love something, you should set them free.Why let someone you love go when you love them?You could create 1000 reasons,I don’t have a choice, I was force too,I don’t know, It the best way,Let them  be happy, this is complete Bull… you don’t do this to the person you love.You want them to be by your side cause that’s all that matter.

I don’t know why,maybe it was a joke,maybe it was completely a joke from an old lady, but somehow,at that very moment,at the very spot, on that very chair, I BELIEVE HER.Am I a fool to fall into such lame joke?am I?am I?AM I?AM I?

than I’m a fool.

The only way to make myself feel better is to think, you are too good for me.You have everything.You’re brilliant,beautiful,success,came from a good family,great family,great background.THE WORLD that I cannot touch.I behave like a jerk, I know.I shouldn’t respond it that way.He came from a great family like yours and you both belong together.Yeah, both of you belong together.He  is in sky high.You came from a high class family.

There’s no place for me.It always has been, and always will be.

Don’t worry I still fake a smile so you won’t see.

“Came from my tiny heart and what’s left of it”




5 Responses

  1. dude. i wish to correct you on what you believe the meaning of the phrases “if it’s meant to be, it’s meant to be”.

    actually maksud sebenar ayat tu is, kalau you dah memang bukan ditakdirkan untuk dia, no matter how hard you try, you won’t be with her. and its vice versa. maybe you’ve forgotten, i’ve been thru all this drama. and i manage to get over it very big time, in fact i feel way better than before. i bukan nak jadi alim whatsoever, tapi you kena la percaya pada Qada’ & Qadar. kalau dia dah memang jodoh you, takkan ke mananya.

    i’m sorry, but i hate to see you looking so pathetic this way.. you are way better than this. never meant to be mean, but i must say that you have to realize that the world is not just about her. so wake up.

    take care bro.

  2. emmi:I try to find one, how I wish it was that easy
    MDK:I said that,u said if it’s meant to be, it’s meant to be, are you saying we can expect something to fall from the sky kan?I tak usaha lagi…it’s ok, :-) … i get it already, pipit can’t never fly with enggang…the world I that I cannot touch…

  3. “bila usaha mesti ada kejayaan..kalau takde kejayaan mesti ada hikmah”…i wonder who said that ;)

    dear ikhram, if it’s meant to be, it’s meant to be…okeng? :)

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